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wanted to have a few girls from work over tonight. ended up being some moderately sized party with hispanic guys going in and out bringing 12 pack after 12 pack. the house is a mess and i been up since 6 am and i open tomorrow and work a double shift. i <3 danielle she is a lot like sarah/clare which is good cos i need friends up here. we just laid on my bedding reading the constitution and making fun of sex toys in this magazine, while everyone else drank and blasted music and screamed. i hate loudness. kept playing rap off my roomate's ipod. i searched for something decent, put on interpol, and got booed. fuck you guys it's my house. and if i have to hear that fergalicious song one more time i'm going to take that drag queen out. catalina wanted to get shit faced. she's like those popular girls from school, and it was annoying me. her breasts were all over the place though and i would really like to... be on her. anyway. too many random guys, i fell asleep, finally i just kicked everyone out. i feel really depressed and also really sick of guys, all i ever do is fight with them at work or get pummled by them or stood up by them and damnit, i don't see whats so great about them. i mean, hello they make strap ons these days. why have guys around at all. ughugh latley drinking/tweaking= blah. i want to go outside more. i want to cuddle on a hammock with a woman made of breasts. (eddie izzard reference).

anyway. goodnight. now where do i drop off 4 dozen beer bottles for recycling...