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words can even express they way ive been feeling. i feel so numb to everything. i was alright at work, i fell asleep and woke up twenty minutes ago and i just want to cry all over again.
i still cant believe this happened, i sort of dont want to believe it. i want to go to new york and then just have her be there, and surprise me. i want it all to be some cruel cruel joke. this isnt fair.
i still cant believe this happened, i sort of dont want to believe it. i want to go to new york and then just have her be there, and surprise me. i want it all to be some cruel cruel joke. this isnt fair.