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[ Private//Hackable ]
It was silly of me to think that this was a vacation or something. I know this isn't South Africa, but for a moment it kind of seemed like I took a nap and got to wake up and see all these people I care about...like everything before never happened. I know Kurosaki-kun isn't here, but--
...it's good to know Kuchiki-san is all right. When I felt her reiatsu drop...when Ulquiorra-san said that about Sado-kun and everyone...
I don't want to be here. But I don't want anyone to get hurt...Toush--Hitsugaya-san is a Captain, but...with Aizen and Ulquiorra-san...
But it's my own fault I left again...I'm such an idiot! Heh heh heh...I feel like they've all fought for nothing in Hueco Mundo, just to have me--...
I really do wish I could have five lives. I could do tons of things and even visit South Africa for real! ...but I'd want the same friends, even though I don't deserve them.
[ /Private ]
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Zell-san seems really fun! I want to drop squashes off buildings some day, to see if they really do squash like a squash would squash.
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I still don't understand this, really. I feel like there's more I can do other than just talk to people. Like there's some alien communication bug implanted in my head. I just hope it doesn't decide to have babies in there...I wanted to be an astronaut, not a host for an alien takeover.
I hope Kurosaki-kun is alright.