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I guess this will be the first in depth entry I've had in awhile but I guess it's the only reason I really got my journal back- venting.
Mike and I's relationship has pretty much went to shit. You think you know who someone is, even by being friends with them for along time but you don't. I though Mike was this harmless nice guy and really he's not. He's fuckin peice of work wrapped in a fuckin nice bow. Everyone thinks he's some fuckin nice guy and I dont get to see that person anymore. All I get is some guy who fuckin puts me down every fuckin day. I'm sick of having a boyfriend who just treats me like I'm his friend here to bitch at every fuckin step. I havvnt even got so much as a kiss other then a peck ur gramma would give u when he leaves for work. But I'm here with a shitty roomate, with debt comming out of my ass. I can't leave, I cant go anywhere. My dad is pretty much gonna lose his house and everything because Brendas a loser and he cant do it by himself. He was working two jobs to keep it going and now that failed..................I'mout.