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[aplaceinthedirt]

Well it was a boring weekend didnt really do anything at all, but I guess in a way that is nice because I needed a little break. Sunday was busy though because my dad had a Nascar party for daytona like he does every year. Mike didnt want to go because he had to work midnights and needed some sleep so I went alone. It was alright though because there were alot of my moms sisters and my cousin Jen there that are cool to hang out with, plus my dad invited Chris Blain because he loves him er something. It all started going to shit though towards the end of the night, no suprise because nothing can run smoothly. Jen won the pot, and it was like 250 dollars. My dad thought her boyfriend won so he gave him the money. Then, Brandon refused to give the money to Jen claiming she owes him it for all the money he's lent her. She started freaking out and I watched her cry for a long time in the garge while I tried to make her feel better. She loves him but its complicated because he uses coke alot and she doesnt like him doing that. She has nothing against occasional use because she does it about twice a year but he hangs out with Mark Bravard and he's a coke dealer. My dad got pissed off at Brandon for not giving her the money so that caused another fight and Brandon was going to leave. So, I went in the garage and talked to him tried to reason with him or something, talked him into comming back in. As soon as that was basically over. Blain got all pissed off or well hurt because his mom is dying, they dont know what is wrong with her and hes scared because she apparently has a year left or so before her heart gives out. It would really suck to know your going to loose your mother but I had no fuckin idea what to even say to try and make him feel better. It's onew of those things that there really isnt anything that you can say to make it any better. Ended up going to bed very stressed out.

Went and saw Mike this morning, he's awesome. I was in a shitty mood but he's so good at making me feel better. He was mock singing the songs his mom was listening to and it was halerious. Made up songs about cracker jack prizes. Weird. lol.

Had an interview with navistar at 11 today, hopefully I get it. I applied at a couple other palces after my interview. I need to find something to do.

Well thats about it I guess. I have another interview tomorrow at 11 with Can am recycling ( a really shitty job, but I need a job so oh well).