Jan 24, 2008 17:24
its funny how i manage to find myself in a familiar position.
talking to jonathan about all things oddly sexual. and just talking in general.
i think i might end up leaving sam
cuz he is going away during the summer
and will probably leave junior year
and i don't know if i want to deal w/shit
having him away and stuffs
so maybe its just better to get rid of him now
i don't know
so i guess freshman year in high school was with me being all bored and lonely
and freshman year here seems like it might end up the same way
and then its going to be the gradual talking to jonathan all the time
listening to shit
not liking life
meet a friend
become good friends
such and such
why is everything so repetitive?
why do i only complain on this stupid thing?
why won't sam answer his fone?
lots of whys
life sucks
and i ahve to pee