hannah
so purty much the line up of ppl who want to kill sam if he were to dump me are: slif,reba,terre,bri,and new addition hannah. wow this is getting weird
i am also so sick of reading shit that is supposed to be posted up for i donno supposedly trying to be open minded. but they aren't they are just stupid ass's looking to win their way in an argument won't listen to theo ther side. and basically just frustrate the hell out of me
that was very poorly put. i'll admit to it and my spelling is dying. not that it ever really existed. like my grammar skillz
so while u ponder what i wrote and most likely get stupider from doing so i will continue
life is so stupid and annoying rite now. i am so sick of the violin. u have no idea. just practice practice. ugh. i really don't want to but i have to. i don't mind the violin if ppl don't force me to do things. and i don't know which music i'm supposed to order so my mom is throwing a bitch fit rite now. joy. i wanna shoot myself.
the only piece i like is the Bruch concerto. and i want to learn it well so if i apply for music scholorship i can maybe get something .i hope. i mean i need the money. there is no way my parents can afford my tuiton. or my dad cuz my mother refuses to pay for anything i do. i am my fathers child not hers. basically.
i come this close to whoring myself out. then i'm like venerial disease.
wanna sleep. sleep also ahs been eluding me. damn thing. i go to bed and i sit there. or lye there. then like three hours later i fall asleep but only for an hour or so then i wake up again and am like shit. we repeat until like 6 when my alarm clock goes off. and things are just fucked.
so purty much its all "love fluff" from here
i am also so sick of reading shit that is supposed to be posted up for i donno supposedly trying to be open minded. but they aren't they are just stupid ass's looking to win their way in an argument won't listen to theo ther side. and basically just frustrate the hell out of me
that was very poorly put. i'll admit to it and my spelling is dying. not that it ever really existed. like my grammar skillz
so while u ponder what i wrote and most likely get stupider from doing so i will continue
life is so stupid and annoying rite now. i am so sick of the violin. u have no idea. just practice practice. ugh. i really don't want to but i have to. i don't mind the violin if ppl don't force me to do things. and i don't know which music i'm supposed to order so my mom is throwing a bitch fit rite now. joy. i wanna shoot myself.
the only piece i like is the Bruch concerto. and i want to learn it well so if i apply for music scholorship i can maybe get something .i hope. i mean i need the money. there is no way my parents can afford my tuiton. or my dad cuz my mother refuses to pay for anything i do. i am my fathers child not hers. basically.
i come this close to whoring myself out. then i'm like venerial disease.
wanna sleep. sleep also ahs been eluding me. damn thing. i go to bed and i sit there. or lye there. then like three hours later i fall asleep but only for an hour or so then i wake up again and am like shit. we repeat until like 6 when my alarm clock goes off. and things are just fucked.
so purty much its all "love fluff" from here