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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I hate being 17! I hate being lonley! I hate that every guy I fall for is GAY! I hate being 5'4"! I hate being Chunky! I hate that I feel like I have no real friends! I hate that the only people I am close with are my family! I hate that people don't like me! I hate that I wish my life were more like the movies! I hate that no one cares about my feelings besides my family!
But most of all I hate pretending like everything is always okay, and that my feelings are never hurt when they always are. And I hate that if I disappeared tomorrow that no one besides my family would GIVE A DAMN!