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french 4 party was wicked fun last night. i wish it could have been longer!
going to see my grandpa in the hospital again today. oh, and now my grandma is in there too. apparently she got a pancreatic attack or something. great.
today is a beautiful day, but no one is around for me to share it with...i feel so alone. i feel like i'm wasting something important. o well, i guess i'll just go to polo with my family.
i have to do my pig project and i really really dont want to, nor do i care. i feel like today is summer, but at the same time, i dont feel like i wanted to or should. i have so much to look foward to- Prom, senior banquet, graduation, work, a ton of graduation parties, nyc, college in the fall, but now i dont want any of it. i dont know what i want. i kind of just want to sit here and do nothing. i have no excitment or happiness in me at the moment. weird.
manson in playing at the DCU center on August 4th and I think i would kill a baby animal for the chance to go. tickets are still there, anyone want to go?!!!!!! I NEED TO GO! Its his only stop in the northeast!!!
i think mary just got home. why does she make everything 100 times harder than it has to be?
going to see my grandpa in the hospital again today. oh, and now my grandma is in there too. apparently she got a pancreatic attack or something. great.
today is a beautiful day, but no one is around for me to share it with...i feel so alone. i feel like i'm wasting something important. o well, i guess i'll just go to polo with my family.
i have to do my pig project and i really really dont want to, nor do i care. i feel like today is summer, but at the same time, i dont feel like i wanted to or should. i have so much to look foward to- Prom, senior banquet, graduation, work, a ton of graduation parties, nyc, college in the fall, but now i dont want any of it. i dont know what i want. i kind of just want to sit here and do nothing. i have no excitment or happiness in me at the moment. weird.
manson in playing at the DCU center on August 4th and I think i would kill a baby animal for the chance to go. tickets are still there, anyone want to go?!!!!!! I NEED TO GO! Its his only stop in the northeast!!!
i think mary just got home. why does she make everything 100 times harder than it has to be?