unsurprisingly i already had the "humanity can fucking die" tag

[apiphile]

So last night I didn't sleep until I knocked myself with a sleeping pill and even then it took an abhorrently long time, when GUESS WHAT, I couldn't get out of bed again in the morning early enough to go to the gym (this is probably just as well as I am INCREDIBLY FUCKING SORE), and took myself off to, as mentioned on Tumblr, pay a man £200 (plus

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[wolfy_writing]

Did the stress positions help with...anything?

I read a fair amount of Melville, then hit Pierre, or The Ambiguities and gave up, because in terms of prose style that book is...distinctive.

That sucks about sleeping. I'm not sleepy, but that's too much being interested in things? Like I could put myself to sleep if I really wanted, but am a bit "Too many things have suddenly become interesting" to bother. (Got caught up on Daredevil, and between that and Legion, I have a lot of feelings about fictional people and their feelings!)

[apiphile]

Well, they made it possible for him to get to the bits of me he wanted to tattoo.

*snort*. Sometimes a distinctive prose style is a delight and sometimes it's like being hit by a tidal wave of sewage, innit.

Believe me I am primarily interested in NOT BEING AWAKE but my crapsack brain feels like it needs to fight EVERYTHING first

[wolfy_writing]

Ah, that's what was happening! I was confused.

With Melville it's like pouring salt on food. There's a point where it makes things better, a point where it's a matter of taste, and "This is completely intolerable."

Insomniac? Want to fight everything? If Tyler Durden shows up, walk away.

[apiphile]

Huh, good analogy.

Listen I am going to have sex with him at least once before I run away.

[myselftheliar]

I haven't been sleeping either but i have no discernible reason. My pain levels suck but they're the same as ever and theres been no egregious noise. Meds that usually help only really bed-lock me, too hazy to get up but too awake to sleep. WHYYY I wish we could all slumber pleasantly

[apiphile]

I don't have a proper reason and I don't have Lupus either :( STUPID ... WAHTEVER IT IS