"i could plan a book or write" or i could make bread and then lie around apparently

[apiphile]

Trying not to remember why I feel lousy turns into a circle of recursive self-loathing, including currently hating myself for hating myself THE WRONG WAY; for not wanting to think about it/feel about it and for having no business feeling anything about it anyway

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[wolfy_writing]

Displacement activity under stress. Iknow that. When I have a better keyboard, remind me to tell you about failing to buy a condolence card that one day.

Basically, having a brain do weird shit that's not officially appropriate is part of being a real human.

[apiphile]

I hope your internet sorts itself out on your laptop :(

[wolfy_writing]

Thanks. I hope things get better for you somehow.

[wolfy_writing]

I have words again!