in case anyone was wondering whether i am a boy:
I COMPLETED MY ENTIRE TO-DO LIST TODAY ALSO AN ITEM FROM TOMORROW ADMITTEDLY IT WAS NOT A MASSIVE TO DO LIST BUT I ALSO ACHIEVED A MAXIMUM OF ABOUT 3 HOURS SLEEP LAST NIGHT AND HAD HORRENDOUS DREAMS "LOL YOU ACCIDENTALLY DESTROYED YOUR ENTIRE JOB WHILE ASLEEP" / "YOU SLEPT SO NOW SOMEONE IS FRAMING YOU FOR MURDER" / "NEVER SLEEP" (a theme emerges) AND I'M STILL FUCKING ANGRY ABOUT IT
also fasting SUCKS and being nagged to do things in a different order to the one you're planning on doing them in FOR NO FUCKING REASON also sucks and my internals organs SUCK but my big "fuck you i'm a monster" weights have arrived so i'm going to train myself to PUNCH BEARS and then i will never need anyone ever again
aka: i can't handle thing so i'm just going to get BIG and then i still won't be handling it but then i'll be BIG
(also i finished the idiotic porn last night and scifi nutriglop exists and i want it but i have spent too much money [ref. weights, and also some Minor Taxidermy].)
also fasting SUCKS and being nagged to do things in a different order to the one you're planning on doing them in FOR NO FUCKING REASON also sucks and my internals organs SUCK but my big "fuck you i'm a monster" weights have arrived so i'm going to train myself to PUNCH BEARS and then i will never need anyone ever again
aka: i can't handle thing so i'm just going to get BIG and then i still won't be handling it but then i'll be BIG
(also i finished the idiotic porn last night and scifi nutriglop exists and i want it but i have spent too much money [ref. weights, and also some Minor Taxidermy].)