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good:
- went to another excellent (and less punishingly alcoholic) party last night, met lots of interesting people, was Admired and informed of own Brilliance, met small gay dogs
- am not hungover
- have hit my nano target today
bad:
- too late to buy interesting foods from posh farm people
- winter makes me crazy
- my father sent me a card with money in it and no horrible spiteful message
wait how is that bad
look if he was just a shit about it or didn’t send money or just forgot my birthday (lbr it would not be anything like the first time) then i wouldn’t have to deal with a nice long period of panic while i wait for him to bring this up unexpectedly in future while explaining how i’m ungrateful and horrible and i literally cannot do anything now about it because if i send the money back i’m ungrateful and horrible and if i thank him for it he’ll Say Something and if i don’t thank him for it i’m ungrateful and horrible
much, much better
- Doug woke up.