Well that obsession does not appear to have died down AT ALL.
apiphile: Fishtank
apiphile: Michael Fassbender has shown up
apiphile: I still prefer the girl
stan: I would, too. But I aint a fassbendette myself.
apiphile: I am beginnning to think I'm not either
apiphile: I'm an Erik fan, not a fassfan
apiphile: likewise Hiddleston
apiphile: I like Loki but I care not for the Hidds.
apiphile: my actor is still Tommy.
apiphile: there's something far more compelling about him. he transforms his body. he hyperfocuses on the role. he is swallowed by the character. he creates, endlessly. and he is damaged and insecure and cocky and a terrible puppydog human being, have you seen him hugging gary oldman, benedict cumberbatch?
apiphile: a puppydog.
apiphile: a very driven and damaged puppydog
apiphile: he wears himself very clearly
apiphile: and it is fascinating
apiphile: i'm not sure i want to fuck him, you know, I think i want to just
apiphile: undress his mind
apiphile: SHOW ME YOUR DAMAGE.
apiphile: like a voyeur
apiphile: I don't want to inflict it, I don't want to heal it, I just want to see it
apiphile: I think that's probably a lot more creepy than wanting to fuck him
stan: Maybe, but I like it better.
apiphile: he is just constructed from all this ... all these threads. the sparkling discoball of crazy in his head. a sense of being not good enough somehow because he didn't go to uni like his father or stick to joining the forces like lots of his friends ... there's the connection to deviance/social discord from his youth, and there's the determination to be better, to be better, this fear of failure and this i can be better i can be better drive ... and then his ridiculous excess of love for, like, everyone who touches him.
apiphile: a man without skin wearing his broken spongy heart as his armour
apiphile: fascinating
apiphile: i could not dream up a character that complicated
stan: It is ridiculously hideously lovely.