So anyway I wrote some more Eastern Promises fic only this one may be a little warped because reasons. Reasons here amount to "because I am still scared of my head" (thanks, dreams!) and of my butt".
PS: I would like to be less insane about food sometime in my life.
(I feel oddly Zen about the fact that literally no one reads what I write, now. It's like a kind of a message? Like, "what you have planned is correct. Go with it").
1. Can't concentrate.
2. All the words sound awful, over-done, shitty, not good enough, too much like me.
3. All my ideas seem boring and flaccid and silly.
4. All of my characters are the kind of characters people complain about.
5. I am overthinking everything at the moment.
6. Can't get a feel for anything because of the above factors convincing me everything is shit before I start.