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Angry and destructive and would dearly like to destroy every single friendship, creative project & associated shit for being petty, pointless, and not good enough. Comparing self to everything and everyone and coming up short. "Look this person drew a picture" YOU'RE ONLY TELLING ME THAT BECAUSE YOU WANT ME TO SEE HOW SHITTY EVERYTHING I DO IS AS IF I HADN'T NOTICED OR SOMETHING. etc.