Feb 10, 2006 01:24
thats a lot of blood.....life is so grand. i have a valentine for the first time, my acting is getting so intense, and much more. i have to do a scene w/ a beautiful girl that i don't even know, its about us being in love and i am begging her not to get married. i tried to do the scene the other day and it felt so natural, i literally fell in love w/ her in that brief hour and i was just bawling in the scene b/c she is really breaking my heart. i'm doing things beyond my expectations. i'm so proud of this and i just love doing it, acting, even though its pretty f ed up that i get heartbroken everytime we do the scene. thumbsucker is such a great movie, it made me think differently about my parents and other things. i figured out today that no matter what happends on any day i still take time and think about how much i appreciate life and everything, i am so greatful of this also. my jumping skills need work, but all in all i'm just thankful. LATER!!!!