I'VE GOT SOME JUNE IN MY EYE!
well, its been, things have been fun and frustrating and self concious for no reason. the weekends always end up exciting, this past month i've played hide and go seek and had a waterballoon war and played pirate and just tonight i jumped in a car w/ two girls that i don't know very well and had fun. they didn't know what was going on half of the time, but i just went w/ the flow of the turbines. the greatest thing about today was i woke up feeling just as great as when the day ended. i re-evaluated everything and i came out w/ a game plan which gave me a sense of bliss, something to really look forward to, and the best part is i think i finally found the motivation to stick w/ this plan. i'm feelin it more than i ever had, i just hope it will work out.