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I feel very removed from my friends. I feel like now that I don't see people everyday, friendships have become null. I just feel like the people I felt close to, I wasn't really and being apart proves that. Maybe it's just that I haven't seen anybody except for my family for the past few days but I feel like I don't actually have close friends.
I'm also starting to realize that being away for the summer really isn't going to help this feeling.
I went to my dads yesterday and the day before. For the last three years he's been making clocks out of wood and he is really really close to bing done, it's whats been keeping him alive. Now that hes getting sicker though, it remains to be seen if they will actually get done and it would be so dissapointing if they didn't. SO me, my brother, uncle and cousin went and helped him to do some of the work. It was probably two of the most important days for my brother and I in terms of our father.
Regina Specktors new album is phenominal.
I feel bored and sad but I can't go and play because I have stuff to do. I have to pack for camp and get ready for the party.
You're all invited to my graduation/life party on saturday:
4-8pm
8537 London Bridge Way
Lutherville Md 21093
I'm also starting to realize that being away for the summer really isn't going to help this feeling.
I went to my dads yesterday and the day before. For the last three years he's been making clocks out of wood and he is really really close to bing done, it's whats been keeping him alive. Now that hes getting sicker though, it remains to be seen if they will actually get done and it would be so dissapointing if they didn't. SO me, my brother, uncle and cousin went and helped him to do some of the work. It was probably two of the most important days for my brother and I in terms of our father.
Regina Specktors new album is phenominal.
I feel bored and sad but I can't go and play because I have stuff to do. I have to pack for camp and get ready for the party.
You're all invited to my graduation/life party on saturday:
4-8pm
8537 London Bridge Way
Lutherville Md 21093