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I don't have any motivation to do this. I should write another college essay and I know it. THe one I already did is probably too racy like and the college admissions people won't like it. and I know that I just wanted to believe that they wouldn't be so shallow. I just don't want to write about myself...I feel like it's just complementing myself and telling them how good I am which I'm not good at doing anyway.
Tonight was really fun, I really wish I didn't have to leave, I really miss you guys. A lot. This year woulf be a whole lot more bearable with you guys back. I sometimes wonder how things would be if I were a year older. Different, I know that.
It's really cold in my room and I'm in a bad mood because I don't want to do this.
I'm debating on eating meat again. I can't decide. Maybe not red meat. Maybe.
Tonight was really fun, I really wish I didn't have to leave, I really miss you guys. A lot. This year woulf be a whole lot more bearable with you guys back. I sometimes wonder how things would be if I were a year older. Different, I know that.
It's really cold in my room and I'm in a bad mood because I don't want to do this.
I'm debating on eating meat again. I can't decide. Maybe not red meat. Maybe.