(no subject)
The SATs were this morning. They are stupid, I still don't understand how five hours of testing can accurately reflect how smart you are. Stupid standardized testing.
Then I drove the two hours to my dads house and no I'm here. He had to shave his head because the radiation was making his hair fall out. I think that when he had hair it was the one thing I was holding on to about his old self. Like the hair on his head kind was encouragement that he wasn't that sick, even if that was false, it kind of gave me hope that it wasn't too bad. Now it's gone, he looks like Mr. Clean. This is the first time I've seen him in like four months and he's not better. Time is supposed to heal. He's selling stuff and asking me what I want in preperation for his death. That is a scary ass thing but I do appreciate his realistic attitude towards it all.
I have a headache and my room smells bad because the mice are kept in here.
The AIM isn't working either. boo.
Then I drove the two hours to my dads house and no I'm here. He had to shave his head because the radiation was making his hair fall out. I think that when he had hair it was the one thing I was holding on to about his old self. Like the hair on his head kind was encouragement that he wasn't that sick, even if that was false, it kind of gave me hope that it wasn't too bad. Now it's gone, he looks like Mr. Clean. This is the first time I've seen him in like four months and he's not better. Time is supposed to heal. He's selling stuff and asking me what I want in preperation for his death. That is a scary ass thing but I do appreciate his realistic attitude towards it all.
I have a headache and my room smells bad because the mice are kept in here.
The AIM isn't working either. boo.