Apr 05, 2004 23:53
I just watched "Going to the Matt" and Matt Lawrence is my husband. He is sooo gorgeous. Damn. Gimme some ice b/c i need to cool this hottie down! ::coughcough:: So who's a dork? Oh yeah...me!
Anyways...today was good i guess, nothing special. School and then practice.
I'm starting to enjoy life more now. I mean, i used to be all worried about what ppl thought of me, and i sometimes still do, but not nearly as much. I used to think that my friends were just nice to me b/c they didn't want to be mean, but i don't think that way anymore. I love my friends, and if they didn't want to hang out with me, they wouldn't. Life is too short to dwell on things like that. Carpe the Diem, sieze the Carp! haha.
I'm not saying that i don't get sad and want to cry. I'm a girl. But I'm just not going to let such little things get me down anymore.
No more caring about if this or that guy likes me, if they do...then they'll show it. And i have the rest of my life to find that perfect someone. No sense in rushing what can't be rushed right?
So yeah, gnight everyone!