It's time for a real update.
You know I am just so tired of people's crap. All these fake ass people, oh because you do this because you do that you are iresponsible and are a terrible person. I am a good person with a great heart, very loyal to my husband, family and friends always have been. I'm just so fed up with the way people act one way toward someone and then another way when they are not around them. I mean if you don't like someone or if you have a problem with them tell them to their face and stop going behind their back and running your mouth. I can't prove it but I almost know for a fact that their is some of that going on with people in my life... people act like they are my best friends to my face and then when I'm away it's this, she's that, she needs to, and blah blah blah. I don't know I just needed to vent a little bit. There is so much stress going on in my life right now and I do not need it. Stresses of people giving me crap that doesn't need to be done. I mean I'm pregnant I don't need this kind of stress. It can't hurt my baby and such as that, I wish it would stop. I don't bother anyone one way or the other, I don't talk crap about people, and I don't know why they have to talk crap about me. In the past I don't know how long but I had someone tell me that I was a child, and things....But yet they are the one talking crap and making themselves look bad. Anyways, no I really don't care what people think about me, I just think it is completely unnecessary.
Moving on to other things that are MORE important than that. The pregnancy is going great, the due dat is still the same it hasn't changed. Ray and I are going to be bless with a beautiful baby on June 1, 2006. But like it ever really happens the day it's supposed to. I haven't gained too much weight, trying to keep some what active, which is very hard to do in the winter, and the weather is so crazy you never know one day to the next whether you can go out and walk or whatever. Uhhh... lemme see what else, I have stopped smoking, no I didn't do it for all those people saying I needed to... I did it for me and my baby, I had tried earlier on in the pregnancy and I had a death in my family of a very very close friend and it was hard to deal with and I needed something so I didn't do so well with the smoking thing then. But I am doing great... could be a whole lot worse though... like some stupid people that smoked pot or worse than that when they were pregnant. I am feeling great, I mean yeah I'm uncomfortable a lot of the time, it seems like my belly just keeps getting bigger everytime I look at it. That's ok though it's all going to be worth it :) I am so excited, I can't wait to hold our baby in my arms. Shew I always wanted a family of my own. It happened sooooo fast LOL. But it's great I've got my wonderful husband and before too long a baby. It's wonderful. Will be having a baby shower probably the first weekend in May. If you want to come let me know and give me your address.
Ray and I are doing wonderful. I could never have found a better person. He is everything that I have always wanted in a man. He treats me better than anyone ever has, has a lot of respect for me. He always makes me feel so good about myself (even right now being fat and pregnant LOL), he just makes me feel wonderful. We get along like I don't know what... we really never fight, which is a wonderful thing. I don't know what else I can say... we are just wonderful together. What can I say he is the love of my life. It is coming up on one year, that we've been together. Also coming up on six months that we have been married. Some people say that we got married too soon and crap like that but I don't agree with it... I mean I love him with all my hear, he loves me with all his heart. We wanted to start our lives together... so I don't see any point in having a long engagement. We will be just fine, infact I think we are perfect together. I can't wait to be married to him for like twenty years and just look back at those other people and just be like and you thought it wouldn't last. It's great :) Nothing ever goes wrong with us :)
But anyways folks, I just thought that I would give a good update since I don't much anymore. I wanted you all to know that I am great, Ray and I are wonderful and the pregnancy is going great. That's about it... I hope everyone else is great. Love you all!!!
Moving on to other things that are MORE important than that. The pregnancy is going great, the due dat is still the same it hasn't changed. Ray and I are going to be bless with a beautiful baby on June 1, 2006. But like it ever really happens the day it's supposed to. I haven't gained too much weight, trying to keep some what active, which is very hard to do in the winter, and the weather is so crazy you never know one day to the next whether you can go out and walk or whatever. Uhhh... lemme see what else, I have stopped smoking, no I didn't do it for all those people saying I needed to... I did it for me and my baby, I had tried earlier on in the pregnancy and I had a death in my family of a very very close friend and it was hard to deal with and I needed something so I didn't do so well with the smoking thing then. But I am doing great... could be a whole lot worse though... like some stupid people that smoked pot or worse than that when they were pregnant. I am feeling great, I mean yeah I'm uncomfortable a lot of the time, it seems like my belly just keeps getting bigger everytime I look at it. That's ok though it's all going to be worth it :) I am so excited, I can't wait to hold our baby in my arms. Shew I always wanted a family of my own. It happened sooooo fast LOL. But it's great I've got my wonderful husband and before too long a baby. It's wonderful. Will be having a baby shower probably the first weekend in May. If you want to come let me know and give me your address.
Ray and I are doing wonderful. I could never have found a better person. He is everything that I have always wanted in a man. He treats me better than anyone ever has, has a lot of respect for me. He always makes me feel so good about myself (even right now being fat and pregnant LOL), he just makes me feel wonderful. We get along like I don't know what... we really never fight, which is a wonderful thing. I don't know what else I can say... we are just wonderful together. What can I say he is the love of my life. It is coming up on one year, that we've been together. Also coming up on six months that we have been married. Some people say that we got married too soon and crap like that but I don't agree with it... I mean I love him with all my hear, he loves me with all his heart. We wanted to start our lives together... so I don't see any point in having a long engagement. We will be just fine, infact I think we are perfect together. I can't wait to be married to him for like twenty years and just look back at those other people and just be like and you thought it wouldn't last. It's great :) Nothing ever goes wrong with us :)
But anyways folks, I just thought that I would give a good update since I don't much anymore. I wanted you all to know that I am great, Ray and I are wonderful and the pregnancy is going great. That's about it... I hope everyone else is great. Love you all!!!