strange dream
I was packing to leave for north carolina to meet Eric for when he returned from deployment. mom was supposed to do the trip with me, after we had stopped at grammy's. She had gone over to the neighbors with dad and they both had hit a bong and were really slow. I was all packed and ready to go, trying to load everything into my car. Had a large bad filled with vibrators, partially open but didn't care. was very angry at mom for not being ready to go; had a long drive from MD. Andy graper and a handful of other people from FSK heard me yelling in a restaurant about needing someone to travel with me. he siad he'd go if he could but didn't know how because he had to be home. Left by myself i think, but in "perpetual traveling" mode without a sensory memory of doing the trip (nothing in dream, skipped to arrival) and while the "trip" was happening, I was afraid of how Eric would be when I got there; what exactly would he be able to do. it seemed like I knew he would be a ghost of sorts, but would it be in a hospital or his presence just being around. I was scared of the future/apprehensive, but very anxious to move forward in time, get on with life.