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Well its been a while. so muched has changed that is completely blows my mind. I wish everything weren't so stressful. I guess i am having a party tonight. Sian decided the other night with no input from me that there was going to be housewarming party for me. He has to work while i get to stay here and fuck around and then clean. a bunch of people i barely know will arrive and bam a party. i am not really sure about it.
Jay busted my garden faery into pieces. That was a heartfelt gift from katie and i am fucking pissed as hell. I didnt destroy any of his shit. I'm thinkin now that i should have. I thought about it but i didnt want to hurt him or be that petty. I really hate that he couldnt return that respect. Instead now his family thinks that i was off cheating on him when we were together. That pissess me of so bad. I am a fuck up and i do a lot of shit wrong so WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE HAVE TO MAKE UP RUMORS AND LOOK DOWN ON ME FOR SHIT THAT I WAS TO RESPECTFULL AND LOYAL TO DO!!!!!!!! if you want to talk shit then say something that at least true,
I wont lie i am a little irritated by "J saving Stephanie" i repeatedly tried to get her up and she wouldnt let me help her. I went and got water and shit. Fucking now its liek i am the fucking bad guy if J has to come to the rescue. Fuckin i tried to help and she wouldnt let me. Fuck it
I GUESS FROM NOW ON I AM JUST THE BAD GUY. BEING THE NICE GUY GAVE ME FUCKING SHIT. BUT IF I AM THE BAD GUY NOW EVEN WHEN I DONT DESERVE IT I MAY AS WELL BE THE FUCKING BAD GUY AND DO WHATEVER I WANT. FUCK IT.
I was smoking wile making this entry now i am high so goodbye. I am in a shitty mood.
Jay busted my garden faery into pieces. That was a heartfelt gift from katie and i am fucking pissed as hell. I didnt destroy any of his shit. I'm thinkin now that i should have. I thought about it but i didnt want to hurt him or be that petty. I really hate that he couldnt return that respect. Instead now his family thinks that i was off cheating on him when we were together. That pissess me of so bad. I am a fuck up and i do a lot of shit wrong so WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE HAVE TO MAKE UP RUMORS AND LOOK DOWN ON ME FOR SHIT THAT I WAS TO RESPECTFULL AND LOYAL TO DO!!!!!!!! if you want to talk shit then say something that at least true,
I wont lie i am a little irritated by "J saving Stephanie" i repeatedly tried to get her up and she wouldnt let me help her. I went and got water and shit. Fucking now its liek i am the fucking bad guy if J has to come to the rescue. Fuckin i tried to help and she wouldnt let me. Fuck it
I GUESS FROM NOW ON I AM JUST THE BAD GUY. BEING THE NICE GUY GAVE ME FUCKING SHIT. BUT IF I AM THE BAD GUY NOW EVEN WHEN I DONT DESERVE IT I MAY AS WELL BE THE FUCKING BAD GUY AND DO WHATEVER I WANT. FUCK IT.
I was smoking wile making this entry now i am high so goodbye. I am in a shitty mood.