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So nate just left my house and I am trying my hardest to stay strong. Unfortunately I'm failing miserably. I can't stand the fact that I won't be able to see him anytime I want to. God, I feel like I've been taking that for granted now. He said that he will probably come back like one weekend every month. But I don't think he'll be able to. I think he will be too busy with all his school work and working at the mall and he won't be able to make it. I can't stand this. Also my Dad just told me that I can't go to Ren. Fest. tomorrow with Jake and Burns. I was really looking forward to that too. I was kinda hoping that they could make me laugh and help me to forget about things. Even if only for a little while. I think that's all I can type for right now. It's getting kinda hard to see the keyboard through the tears. I think I'm just gonna sleep for a while.