"If he's not thinking with his wiener, he's acting directly on its behalf." -Good Will Hunting
Today kinda sucked. It was interesting as far as helping Erik shop for new/way cool clothes (since he is incapable of doing so himself), going to the Plymouth with Erik, Carrie, and Janeen, and going to Andys with Jeff. It was uninteresting as far as working in the the computer lab all freakin day with Erin (though she was interesting) on a stupid paper that I hate, and continuing to work on it until just now.
I miss my peep! Erik agreed to take her home to his family's farm and take care of her. I couldn't take care of her anymore. She was too loud and demanded my attention ALL the time! If I put her on the floor and left the room, she'd peep madly, and run after me. She followed me everywhere, and would flutter into my lap. What a little sweetheart. I'm such a bad mother...
*Happy 21st B-day Emily McFarland!!!*
Name: Theresa
Nickname: T
Birthday: July 4, 1981
Birthplace: Jamestown, NY (where Lucille Ball grew up, lol)
=Now=
Current mood: Extremely tired of doing this damn paper!
Current music: Tinnitus in my ears
Current taste: I just brushed my teeth, so, well, toothpaste I guess
Current hair: Pulled back in a bunched up mass on my head
Current clothes: White sweats and the Randy (Carrie’s fiancée) T-shirt
Current annoyance: Did I mention this damn paper?!?!
Current smell: uh, nothing…I have a nasty cold
Current thing I ought to be doin: Sleeping for the next 10 years
Current windows open: Microsoft Word, AIM buddy list, away message, Livejournal
Current desktop picture: A cool night pic of two dolphins jumping out of the water.
Current favorite band: Matchbox Twenty
Current book: Lucky by Alice Sebold
Current cd in stereo: A CD mix that Chris made me
Current crush: Unrealistic: Heath Ledger / Realistic (though still unrealistic): Brian Pratt (I’m sure this will all change next week, knowing me, lol)
Current favorite celeb: Orlando Bloom
Current hate: School, paying rent, work…LIFE!
=Do I=
Smoke?: Nope
Do drugs?: Not really, ha
Have sex?: What??
Give oral sex?: Geez!
Receive oral sex?: Like I’m telling you that!
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Sometimes
Remember your first love?: Of course
Still love him/her?: Not on my life
Read the newspaper?: Not really (I never know what’s goin on in the world)
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Not that I know of?
Believe in miracles?: Sure
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes, but it’s rare as we can see, which is very unfortunate (I think if people really love each other, really worked at that relationship instead of giving up so fast, it can be done).
Consider yourself tolerant of others? Probably more than I should be.
Consider love a mistake?: Not at all. “You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments that stand out, the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love.”
Like the taste of alcohol?: Well, it depends. I’m not a big beer fan, but I drink what’s available ;)
Have a favorite candy?: I haven’t a clue…maybe those Lifesaver lollipops…or Cadbaury Cream Eggs
Believe in astrology?: No
Believe in magic?: No, magic is illusions.
Believe in god?: Yes, with a capital G
Have any pets: Yeah, a bunch of cats (whom I love), but I really want a dog. I had a peep but I had to give her up! *sob*
Go to or plan to go to college: Yes, in college
Have any piercings?: Yes: 7 ear piercings, tongue, and belly button
Have any tattoos?: Yeah, one on my lower back
Hate yourself: sometimes…annoyed/irritated are better words for it. “I’m a hazard to myself” -Pink
Have an obsession?: Sometimes I’m a neat freak, but nothing too mental
Have a secret crush?: Many
Do they know yet?: Who knows
Have a best friend?: Not really, I have a couple…and they’re everywhere but here!
Wish on stars?: Yes
Care about looks?: Yeah, mine ;)
=Love life=
First crush: umm...my first TV crush was Jonathan Brandis, my first real-life crush was Nick Mangini I think.
First kiss: It was May something in 1996 with my old boyfriend Jason. That was my first real kiss anyways, lol.
Single or attached?: Single (well, I say I am…someone else doesn’t think so though )
Ever been in love?: Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No, I don’t. Love is something that grows over time.
Do you believe in "the one?": Kinda. I think there is more than one. It’s all about the right time and place.
Describe your ideal significant other: Well, honest, funny, smart, good-looking, gentlemanly…you know, the works.
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: Umm, yeah, hehe
Have you ever been intoxicated?: Duh!
Favorite place to be kissed?: Hey! The lips.
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": Oh yeah
Are you a tease?: I must be, everyone says I am.
Shy to make the first move?: Definitely
=Word association=
Rubber: ducky
Rock: band
Green: goo
Wet: dog
Cry: baby
Peanut: pails (hence, the Raodhouse, where I work)
Hay: fields
Cold: ice cream
Steamy: hot tub
Fast: car
Freaky: full moon
Rain: bow
Bite: nails
fuck: you
Blow: job
Religion: Jesus
--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: Brown with blonde streaks
Eyes: Green
Height: 5’5”
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: Fuzzy leopard steering wheel cover…yay!
Ate & Drank: Wings from Andys Pub and a Long Island.
Read: My Abnormal Psychology book (yeah, how abnormal is that?)
Watched on tv: Average Joe-Adam Returns (nope, haven’t watched the tube since Monday)
--EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: Depends
beer or cider: Beer (what’s cider? Like, apple cider?)
drinks or shots: Drinks
cats or dogs: Both
single or taken: I’ve been single forever…so, I wanna be taken
pen or pencil: Pen
gloves or mittens: Gloves
food or candy: FOOD
cassette or cd: Cd, I don’t even own a cassette tape!
coke or pepsi: It doesn’t really matter. I guess Coke.
this or that: That (this is probably what I have, and that is what I don’t have, lol).
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: Nobody
get really wasted with: Emily (she just turned 21 today!)
look like: I dunno, Shakira? (since I’m already so close, so they say, haha)
be like: Me
avoid: Stalkers
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: on the phone- Emily M. In person- Jayla.
hugged: Jeffy
instant messaged: Freed
kissed: Uh, I plead the fifth!
--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: Most likely at home or at work
cry: Alone
wish you were: Florida
--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? Yes
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Yes
Drank alcohol? Yup
Done drugs? Haha (honestly, nothing bad)
broken the law? Yes, I speed ;)
Run away from home? Yes, when I was little. Now, that was a funny story.
Broken a bone? Some fingers
Played Truth Or Dare? Yes, which I HATE
Kissed someone you didn't know? No
Been in a fight? Verbal, yes…physical, no.
Come close to dying? When I was a baby, I was really sick.
--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: Oh man, probably that Macarena Cd! Actually, I think I threw it out :-P
Your bedroom like?: Well, blue and yellow, posters of my hot boys, computer, guitar, tons of pics, and clothes. I guess that sums it up pretty well.
Your favorite thing for breakfast? I don’t know, I never have time to eat breakfast
Your favorite restaurant?: Houstons (it’s down in Florida), Olive Garden
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: my alarm clock, lamp, Kleenex, some candles and Boyd Bear figurines…
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: anything
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: Pay it Forward or A Walk to Remember.
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: Make my nose smaller?
What is your biggest fear?: being alone
What feature are you most insecure about?: My entire body, my lack of confidence
Do you ever have to beg?: Yes, but never for long ;)
Are you a pyromaniac?: A wha?
Do you have too many love interests?: YES!
Crushes? Yeah
Do you know anyone famous?: Not really
Describe your bed: Uh, it’s old, matching blue and yellow sheets and pillows, bedspread
Spontaneous or plan?: Either works, plan is more likely to occur
Do you know how to play poker?: No
What do you carry with you at all times?: My cell phone
How do you drive?: A little wild, but safe enough ;)
What do you miss most about being little?: Everything being so simple…
Are you happy with your given name?: It’s alright
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: You’re asking me, the Internet geek?
What color is your bedroom?: Blue and yellow mostly
What was the last song you were listening to?: I forget
Have you ever been in a play?: Yeah, in high school
Who are your best friends?: Carrie, Emily M., Gaelyn, Erica, Lisa…etc.
Do you talk a lot?: Not in a group of people, but in one on one, I’m a blabber mouth
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: I guess so
Do you think you're cute?: Sure! ;)
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? No! Have you no decency?
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: Yeah, pretty much. Though I do have my moments, mind you
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: My friends since I got no man
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: Uhhhh…
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
~"…you won’t discover your life’s meaning by looking within yourself.”
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
~Nothing
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
~Jay Leno
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
~4:02 AM
5. Now look at the clock; what is the actual time?
~4:04 AM
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
~Nothing, I’m partially deaf ;)
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
~A couple hours ago, just came back from the bar.
8. Before you came to this Web site, what did you look at?
~Rick.com
9. What are you wearing?
~My pjs
10. Did you dream last night?
~Probably, don’t remember
11. When did you last laugh?
~Earlier, at Jeff’s crazy antics
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
~Posters
13. Seen anything weird lately? Weird? Out of the usual?
~Yeah, this dude named Jeff ;)
14. What is the last film you saw?
~Gothica
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
~A new car
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
~I’ve always wanted a pet skunk
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
~Rid the world of mean and stupid people
19. Do you like to dance?
~Hell yeah
20. George Bush: is he really doing Dick Cheney?
~Nasty!
21a. Imagine your first child is a girl. What do you call her?
~Joelle
21b. Imagine your first child is a boy. What do you call him?
~Josiah
I miss my peep! Erik agreed to take her home to his family's farm and take care of her. I couldn't take care of her anymore. She was too loud and demanded my attention ALL the time! If I put her on the floor and left the room, she'd peep madly, and run after me. She followed me everywhere, and would flutter into my lap. What a little sweetheart. I'm such a bad mother...
*Happy 21st B-day Emily McFarland!!!*
Name: Theresa
Nickname: T
Birthday: July 4, 1981
Birthplace: Jamestown, NY (where Lucille Ball grew up, lol)
=Now=
Current mood: Extremely tired of doing this damn paper!
Current music: Tinnitus in my ears
Current taste: I just brushed my teeth, so, well, toothpaste I guess
Current hair: Pulled back in a bunched up mass on my head
Current clothes: White sweats and the Randy (Carrie’s fiancée) T-shirt
Current annoyance: Did I mention this damn paper?!?!
Current smell: uh, nothing…I have a nasty cold
Current thing I ought to be doin: Sleeping for the next 10 years
Current windows open: Microsoft Word, AIM buddy list, away message, Livejournal
Current desktop picture: A cool night pic of two dolphins jumping out of the water.
Current favorite band: Matchbox Twenty
Current book: Lucky by Alice Sebold
Current cd in stereo: A CD mix that Chris made me
Current crush: Unrealistic: Heath Ledger / Realistic (though still unrealistic): Brian Pratt (I’m sure this will all change next week, knowing me, lol)
Current favorite celeb: Orlando Bloom
Current hate: School, paying rent, work…LIFE!
=Do I=
Smoke?: Nope
Do drugs?: Not really, ha
Have sex?: What??
Give oral sex?: Geez!
Receive oral sex?: Like I’m telling you that!
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Sometimes
Remember your first love?: Of course
Still love him/her?: Not on my life
Read the newspaper?: Not really (I never know what’s goin on in the world)
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Not that I know of?
Believe in miracles?: Sure
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes, but it’s rare as we can see, which is very unfortunate (I think if people really love each other, really worked at that relationship instead of giving up so fast, it can be done).
Consider yourself tolerant of others? Probably more than I should be.
Consider love a mistake?: Not at all. “You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments that stand out, the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love.”
Like the taste of alcohol?: Well, it depends. I’m not a big beer fan, but I drink what’s available ;)
Have a favorite candy?: I haven’t a clue…maybe those Lifesaver lollipops…or Cadbaury Cream Eggs
Believe in astrology?: No
Believe in magic?: No, magic is illusions.
Believe in god?: Yes, with a capital G
Have any pets: Yeah, a bunch of cats (whom I love), but I really want a dog. I had a peep but I had to give her up! *sob*
Go to or plan to go to college: Yes, in college
Have any piercings?: Yes: 7 ear piercings, tongue, and belly button
Have any tattoos?: Yeah, one on my lower back
Hate yourself: sometimes…annoyed/irritated are better words for it. “I’m a hazard to myself” -Pink
Have an obsession?: Sometimes I’m a neat freak, but nothing too mental
Have a secret crush?: Many
Do they know yet?: Who knows
Have a best friend?: Not really, I have a couple…and they’re everywhere but here!
Wish on stars?: Yes
Care about looks?: Yeah, mine ;)
=Love life=
First crush: umm...my first TV crush was Jonathan Brandis, my first real-life crush was Nick Mangini I think.
First kiss: It was May something in 1996 with my old boyfriend Jason. That was my first real kiss anyways, lol.
Single or attached?: Single (well, I say I am…someone else doesn’t think so though )
Ever been in love?: Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No, I don’t. Love is something that grows over time.
Do you believe in "the one?": Kinda. I think there is more than one. It’s all about the right time and place.
Describe your ideal significant other: Well, honest, funny, smart, good-looking, gentlemanly…you know, the works.
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: Umm, yeah, hehe
Have you ever been intoxicated?: Duh!
Favorite place to be kissed?: Hey! The lips.
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": Oh yeah
Are you a tease?: I must be, everyone says I am.
Shy to make the first move?: Definitely
=Word association=
Rubber: ducky
Rock: band
Green: goo
Wet: dog
Cry: baby
Peanut: pails (hence, the Raodhouse, where I work)
Hay: fields
Cold: ice cream
Steamy: hot tub
Fast: car
Freaky: full moon
Rain: bow
Bite: nails
fuck: you
Blow: job
Religion: Jesus
--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: Brown with blonde streaks
Eyes: Green
Height: 5’5”
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: Fuzzy leopard steering wheel cover…yay!
Ate & Drank: Wings from Andys Pub and a Long Island.
Read: My Abnormal Psychology book (yeah, how abnormal is that?)
Watched on tv: Average Joe-Adam Returns (nope, haven’t watched the tube since Monday)
--EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: Depends
beer or cider: Beer (what’s cider? Like, apple cider?)
drinks or shots: Drinks
cats or dogs: Both
single or taken: I’ve been single forever…so, I wanna be taken
pen or pencil: Pen
gloves or mittens: Gloves
food or candy: FOOD
cassette or cd: Cd, I don’t even own a cassette tape!
coke or pepsi: It doesn’t really matter. I guess Coke.
this or that: That (this is probably what I have, and that is what I don’t have, lol).
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: Nobody
get really wasted with: Emily (she just turned 21 today!)
look like: I dunno, Shakira? (since I’m already so close, so they say, haha)
be like: Me
avoid: Stalkers
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: on the phone- Emily M. In person- Jayla.
hugged: Jeffy
instant messaged: Freed
kissed: Uh, I plead the fifth!
--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: Most likely at home or at work
cry: Alone
wish you were: Florida
--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? Yes
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Yes
Drank alcohol? Yup
Done drugs? Haha (honestly, nothing bad)
broken the law? Yes, I speed ;)
Run away from home? Yes, when I was little. Now, that was a funny story.
Broken a bone? Some fingers
Played Truth Or Dare? Yes, which I HATE
Kissed someone you didn't know? No
Been in a fight? Verbal, yes…physical, no.
Come close to dying? When I was a baby, I was really sick.
--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: Oh man, probably that Macarena Cd! Actually, I think I threw it out :-P
Your bedroom like?: Well, blue and yellow, posters of my hot boys, computer, guitar, tons of pics, and clothes. I guess that sums it up pretty well.
Your favorite thing for breakfast? I don’t know, I never have time to eat breakfast
Your favorite restaurant?: Houstons (it’s down in Florida), Olive Garden
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: my alarm clock, lamp, Kleenex, some candles and Boyd Bear figurines…
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: anything
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: Pay it Forward or A Walk to Remember.
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: Make my nose smaller?
What is your biggest fear?: being alone
What feature are you most insecure about?: My entire body, my lack of confidence
Do you ever have to beg?: Yes, but never for long ;)
Are you a pyromaniac?: A wha?
Do you have too many love interests?: YES!
Crushes? Yeah
Do you know anyone famous?: Not really
Describe your bed: Uh, it’s old, matching blue and yellow sheets and pillows, bedspread
Spontaneous or plan?: Either works, plan is more likely to occur
Do you know how to play poker?: No
What do you carry with you at all times?: My cell phone
How do you drive?: A little wild, but safe enough ;)
What do you miss most about being little?: Everything being so simple…
Are you happy with your given name?: It’s alright
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: You’re asking me, the Internet geek?
What color is your bedroom?: Blue and yellow mostly
What was the last song you were listening to?: I forget
Have you ever been in a play?: Yeah, in high school
Who are your best friends?: Carrie, Emily M., Gaelyn, Erica, Lisa…etc.
Do you talk a lot?: Not in a group of people, but in one on one, I’m a blabber mouth
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: I guess so
Do you think you're cute?: Sure! ;)
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? No! Have you no decency?
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: Yeah, pretty much. Though I do have my moments, mind you
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: My friends since I got no man
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: Uhhhh…
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
~"…you won’t discover your life’s meaning by looking within yourself.”
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
~Nothing
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
~Jay Leno
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
~4:02 AM
5. Now look at the clock; what is the actual time?
~4:04 AM
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
~Nothing, I’m partially deaf ;)
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
~A couple hours ago, just came back from the bar.
8. Before you came to this Web site, what did you look at?
~Rick.com
9. What are you wearing?
~My pjs
10. Did you dream last night?
~Probably, don’t remember
11. When did you last laugh?
~Earlier, at Jeff’s crazy antics
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
~Posters
13. Seen anything weird lately? Weird? Out of the usual?
~Yeah, this dude named Jeff ;)
14. What is the last film you saw?
~Gothica
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
~A new car
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
~I’ve always wanted a pet skunk
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
~Rid the world of mean and stupid people
19. Do you like to dance?
~Hell yeah
20. George Bush: is he really doing Dick Cheney?
~Nasty!
21a. Imagine your first child is a girl. What do you call her?
~Joelle
21b. Imagine your first child is a boy. What do you call him?
~Josiah