fall back
i used to be able to at least hide it before. hell, i hid it so well that even i could forget for awhile that it was there. but now nothing hides it from me. Everything just makes me see even more clearly what i already knew was true. I avoided it for too long now...ive avoided it my entire life.
i dont want to cry any more when i try to fall asleep.
I dont want to fall asleep.
Nor do i want to be awake.
...now that doesnt leave me many options.
i dont want to cry any more when i try to fall asleep.
I dont want to fall asleep.
Nor do i want to be awake.
...now that doesnt leave me many options.