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i've fallen once again, i am utterly in love, and i should be afraid and scared of it, because i know it can only end badly, but right now i am going to enjoy every moment of happiness and savor it, because if i constantly think he is going to hurt me he will...it's funny, it took me over a year to admit it, but just thinking about him brings a smile to my face, our history our future, all of it is amazing....it's good to be happy again, i've missed it.