Apr 28, 2006 00:02
your head in your hands
on the edge of the bed
she's sleeping gently in her head
yeah, they think i'm crazy but i'll always be waiting for you.
oh, where are you?
i came home and death swept me off my feet.
but i'm sitting here still alive.
april 30th = party @ grange
this will be my third year sober and ron is bringing me my god damn cake. i didn't think that i would live to see april 5th and i almost didn't as i was in a coma by that evening. i found love, lost love and am somewhere stuck in between. lost a job, totaled a car, family deaths, dropped out of school, went back to school, four hospitalizations, 2 suicide attempts, a restraining order. i'm ready for this fucking year to be OVER.