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[aphotic]

So, public apology for constantly whining about RP and shit. Real life I don't think is so much of an issue when I complain about it in my journal, but it feels more like unintentional guilt tripping when it's RP, because most of the people I play with on a regular basis read my journal... and, of course, without thinking of it at the time, it's

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[cynthia_harrell]

Honestly, I like knowing what's going on with your life, call it whining or not. In my point of view, it shows a level of trust, that we're actually friends instead of just words on the screen. And I think it could on some level help, instead of keeping it bottled up. I don't know if it will or not, but it could, I think.

I like the people I care about to be happy. If they need to spill out what's going on, then I'll listen. I haven't honestly felt guilt tripped in any kind of way. And yes, you are most definitely one of the people that I care about. Even if the world suddenly stopped functioning in the next ten minutes and we never communicated again, I'd still think about you and care about you and hope somehow that things worked out, even if I'd never actually know. I'd probably do my best to find my way to you, so I could know.

I've told you before, consider yourself eternally hugged. It's not going to help with the problems, I know that. But a hug is a hug.

Things look the way they do now. That doesn't mean they'll look like this in six weeks or six months. Anything can happen.