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my life seems to run in a series of very predictable cycles that I don't know how to break away from.
It's interesting, because you'd assume I'd get bored but despite the fact that I watch each phase pass by in turn, I still manage to feel surprised when everything is exactly the same.
Now, don't get me wrong, I am complaining, but its not like I don't realize that nothing changes simply because I don't change. Or maybe things really can't change, maybe everyone is stuck in these cycles yet I'm the only one who takes the time to look into my life and realize it.
I just wish for once something truly unexpected would happen...but I guess for that I would have to do something different. It's like walking in a circle every day and just hoping someone comes and pushes me over...
It's interesting, because you'd assume I'd get bored but despite the fact that I watch each phase pass by in turn, I still manage to feel surprised when everything is exactly the same.
Now, don't get me wrong, I am complaining, but its not like I don't realize that nothing changes simply because I don't change. Or maybe things really can't change, maybe everyone is stuck in these cycles yet I'm the only one who takes the time to look into my life and realize it.
I just wish for once something truly unexpected would happen...but I guess for that I would have to do something different. It's like walking in a circle every day and just hoping someone comes and pushes me over...