Feb 18, 2008 15:39
Quick update...
I turned in my application for the Colorado Indigent Care Program over a week ago. No one's called me back to tell me whether I've been approved or not. They neglected to send me every bill, leaving me thinking my total was a little over two thousand. I got the itemized version and it's over $6,000.00. I don't know how in the world we'll get by with a bill of that size. PLUS the taxes we'll end up having to pay. I feel like my world, money-wise, is crumbling around me.
Everything else is going well. It could be worse. I'm keeping busy at work and so is Clint. However, we're still struggling to make ends meet and are somewhat contemplating moving to CA. Marilyn wants Clint to take classes at Randy's mechanical school. The thing is..where would we live? Clint had a good point that low income housing here is not anywhere NEAR as bad, dangerous as it is in CA. If we had to stay with Marilyn and Randy..whew. Let's not go there. I wouldn't want to drive anywhere, either. Traffic there is crazy. But a part of me wants to go. I need so badly to have a new start. To get the hell away from this pile of crap my life has become.
Alice is doing well. Vocalizing alot. She likes dressing up and trying to put my make up on (that which I will allow her to play with.) She, of course, seems completely oblivious to the mayhem that's looming as of late.
Our Jeep is ready to be picked up from the shop. We owe $900.00. We are just..fucking consumed by money. I hate it. I cannot wait to feel stable and not have to worry about my bank account, my paychecks, my bills..blaaaaaaaaah.