"i'll be here waiting for you. i promise."
so it's been a while since i last updated. 'bout a week... *sips chocolate milk*....
hmm... what do i want to tell ya?... been working alot at subway and michael's arts and crafts... guess which job i like more? -_-. infact i just got off work at michael's. my feet hurt a bit, but oh well. happens. i like working there. nice people *except for the crazy anal asians... that kinda sounded like a porn XD they need to question EVERY cent in teh sales tax and they can never speak english so i have to spend 15 minutes with them trying to explain taxes and sales and how they should stick to building railroads.. j/k XD*
mmm. dumplings and noodles *munch munch munch*... i love living next to the asian markets. i walk around thinking "oh i'd love to buy that" and then laugh to myself knowing that i could benchpress all the little asian people in there.... at the same time.... dani you'd fit riiiiight in... *reaches down and pets yer head* lol.. j/k *shields self from projectiles*
and there have been alot of people bringing babies in the store. and they're all SOOOO CUUUTE!!! ^___^ even the ugly ones. in some way- they're cute. and why is it that all small things are cute? little shoes. little animals. there's only one thing that isn't cute when it's little. the penis. well it kinda looks like winston churchill, so maybe it's cute on some level... in the point and giggle kinda way. like a midget...
where was i going with this? oh yeah. babies. so i've been thinkin'- i'm almost 21. still a kid but starting to enter "the adult world". and y'know if this was 30 or even 20 years ago, it'd be totally cool for me to start raising a family. but no- gotta do the college thing. then find a stable job. get a stable life. get a woman that fits my requirements ensuring that my kid won't be like the millions of other idiot masses... so that puts me back to having a kid when i'm what? 75? 80? if i'm lucky? XD... i dunno... i kinda want a kid. i think pregnant women are very sexy. except when they're screaming for no reason cuz of mood swings and throwing a half empty tub of hagan das at you... i dunno. w/e. put it in my list of things to do... *places it way in back*
and i get muh paychiz-eck e'ry other friday. ie: this cumming friday. how much i have will determine my expendatures for the upcoming week or so. hope i have enough. birthday is july 3rd. hopin' my family will remember me for once this year. maybe toss a few bucks my way for being ahead of the game. wishful thinking. doubt it tho. why won't they just die and leave me shit in their wills? -__-
life sure takes gettin used to in san diego. but in a good way. i think.
lonely but gettin' used to it. again- happens. *shrugs*
*smells pot in the air* ...the roommates are home. buenos noches.
i need to mail out the letters manana. i'm done with most of em. some of em i need to put finishing touches on. i dunno. *yawn* can't decide what to add in some people's letters.
gonna write and zone out fer a bit. much love to you all.
still me,
hb!
**addition- so i haven't been writing so much as i've been doing the whole drawing/self therapy thing. haven't done it much lately. sorry. they are written. soon though.**
hmm... what do i want to tell ya?... been working alot at subway and michael's arts and crafts... guess which job i like more? -_-. infact i just got off work at michael's. my feet hurt a bit, but oh well. happens. i like working there. nice people *except for the crazy anal asians... that kinda sounded like a porn XD they need to question EVERY cent in teh sales tax and they can never speak english so i have to spend 15 minutes with them trying to explain taxes and sales and how they should stick to building railroads.. j/k XD*
mmm. dumplings and noodles *munch munch munch*... i love living next to the asian markets. i walk around thinking "oh i'd love to buy that" and then laugh to myself knowing that i could benchpress all the little asian people in there.... at the same time.... dani you'd fit riiiiight in... *reaches down and pets yer head* lol.. j/k *shields self from projectiles*
and there have been alot of people bringing babies in the store. and they're all SOOOO CUUUTE!!! ^___^ even the ugly ones. in some way- they're cute. and why is it that all small things are cute? little shoes. little animals. there's only one thing that isn't cute when it's little. the penis. well it kinda looks like winston churchill, so maybe it's cute on some level... in the point and giggle kinda way. like a midget...
where was i going with this? oh yeah. babies. so i've been thinkin'- i'm almost 21. still a kid but starting to enter "the adult world". and y'know if this was 30 or even 20 years ago, it'd be totally cool for me to start raising a family. but no- gotta do the college thing. then find a stable job. get a stable life. get a woman that fits my requirements ensuring that my kid won't be like the millions of other idiot masses... so that puts me back to having a kid when i'm what? 75? 80? if i'm lucky? XD... i dunno... i kinda want a kid. i think pregnant women are very sexy. except when they're screaming for no reason cuz of mood swings and throwing a half empty tub of hagan das at you... i dunno. w/e. put it in my list of things to do... *places it way in back*
and i get muh paychiz-eck e'ry other friday. ie: this cumming friday. how much i have will determine my expendatures for the upcoming week or so. hope i have enough. birthday is july 3rd. hopin' my family will remember me for once this year. maybe toss a few bucks my way for being ahead of the game. wishful thinking. doubt it tho. why won't they just die and leave me shit in their wills? -__-
life sure takes gettin used to in san diego. but in a good way. i think.
lonely but gettin' used to it. again- happens. *shrugs*
*smells pot in the air* ...the roommates are home. buenos noches.
i need to mail out the letters manana. i'm done with most of em. some of em i need to put finishing touches on. i dunno. *yawn* can't decide what to add in some people's letters.
gonna write and zone out fer a bit. much love to you all.
still me,
hb!
**addition- so i haven't been writing so much as i've been doing the whole drawing/self therapy thing. haven't done it much lately. sorry. they are written. soon though.**