So Here I am again
Like it says here I am again. Life happens and when it does I feel like shit. Everything has been goign pretty well. The job is good. The kids have finally started to look at the world through their eyes and not their belly buttons. Jesse graduated from special ed to regular classes and Ehrich tested for the gifted program.
There are a few constants in my life though. My family is always there and I KNOW THIS. My friends are there when ever I call. I never have told them how much I appreciate that, but I do. But everything else is chaos and well if you know me you know that I thrive off of it. Strange as that sounds if my life is perfectly smooth I can't function.
Drama and chaos are different. Chaos for me is the fact that my house isn't spotless (like my mother feels it should be) and I am a "spur of the moment" type of person. Drama is that shit I fell into a while back and I HATE THAT CRAP.
Hate is a mild term LOATHE is more like it.
Here is a fear, exploit it if you must, it is an Amtgard fear: that I have come this way screwed up, realized my screw up and I know what to do and what not to do in the future, and still i walk away from Zen still wearing blacks and not my Blues. SCARY SHIT RIGHT THERE!!!!!
Ok now you can point and laugh, but only after you see my pink camo tunic.
Ok I am done for now.
ENJOY
There are a few constants in my life though. My family is always there and I KNOW THIS. My friends are there when ever I call. I never have told them how much I appreciate that, but I do. But everything else is chaos and well if you know me you know that I thrive off of it. Strange as that sounds if my life is perfectly smooth I can't function.
Drama and chaos are different. Chaos for me is the fact that my house isn't spotless (like my mother feels it should be) and I am a "spur of the moment" type of person. Drama is that shit I fell into a while back and I HATE THAT CRAP.
Hate is a mild term LOATHE is more like it.
Here is a fear, exploit it if you must, it is an Amtgard fear: that I have come this way screwed up, realized my screw up and I know what to do and what not to do in the future, and still i walk away from Zen still wearing blacks and not my Blues. SCARY SHIT RIGHT THERE!!!!!
Ok now you can point and laugh, but only after you see my pink camo tunic.
Ok I am done for now.
ENJOY