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There comes a point in your life when you realize that few things matter...even over the course of 4 years things can change durastically. How so then shall the change be over 10, 20, even 50 years? Letting go of foolish and rediculous fueds is a lesson well learnt by those of us with some wisdom in our minds. Realizing that some peoples minds wont ever understand what yours does, is also a lesson best learnt early in life. Maturity is a treasure without price...more or less a gift of circumstance and experience. Sometimes you have to shake off the weaker to make the chain stronger...this is such a case. Forgivenss is something taught in any religion and is a fundamental virute that can bring nothing about but better character in a person...some people are so afraid to let go of their hatred and paranoia that they can't see past the end of their nose. To this I say, I hold no grudge for it's against my character to give into such things. I will, however, not suffer for the paranoia of one person when others have made amends all the same. To this person...and they will know who they are. There is much you dont know about me. I dont even flinch at oppostition, and no longer do I pin my self worth to something so finite as the trust and acceptance of someone. I would go retire to my little dark corner except that I tore it apart with my own hands... It's buried deep within the past...I already chased it...I didnt want to face it...but I've changed as of late...you'll get the big picture as soon as you realize the simple truth....there's nothing left...my fear is gone... and as for friendship...
"I haven't felt the way I feel today
in so long it's hard for me to specify.
I'm beginning to notice how much
this feels like a waking limb...
pins and needles...nice to know you...
goodbye"
"I haven't felt the way I feel today
in so long it's hard for me to specify.
I'm beginning to notice how much
this feels like a waking limb...
pins and needles...nice to know you...
goodbye"