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*exhales*...I think jennyfer got hurt by what I said in EF today. Jennyfer is a wonderful girl...but her attitude about her sexual preference is very unsettling to me...it seeems that even though she is going out with me...its ok for her to check out other girls and such...I'm sorry...but thats not right at all. shes going out with ME...I dont go around scoping out other girls...or worse even saying it to her face likes she does to me. I find it very hurtful and it really seems unfair. I care for Jennyfer a lot, but she doesnt have the slightest inclination as to why I feel the way I do about minorities or homosexuals. There are PLENTY of ppl who are my friends that are black, mexican, homosexual...some even black and homosexual. I really dont buy into the whole "bisexual" thing...kinda like ashley said (another friend of mine that's gay....or so she says) ur either on or the other...there's no inbetween. That's one of the things that bothers me...and a lot of ppl still think im racist...well, I dont hate people because of their color or race...but some races have lower standards for people that are deemed as "normal" by them. That is what I detest...I dont even like lower class white ppl! so how's that racist? I keep telling lots of ppl...I've been nice the whole time I've been at Quest...no one has had to see the REAL ME because I felt like sparing everyone the shock and horror. You pl are gonna fuck around and turn me back to the old me...the loud, angry, hateful, fiery, vengeful bastard that they wanted away from humble...I dont want to be that way...but shit happens...soo just watch it...but the subject we started on was jennyfer...this isnt me sayin im gonna break up with her or nothing...im just wanting her to think before she says something because some ppl have problems that might spring from what their talking about...or may be sensitive to...everyone should really think before they speak...