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[apetrustgirl]

i am not: a boy
i hurt: now
i love: my friends
i hate: jealousy
i fear: death
i hope: to have no school all week
i hear: the clock ticking
i crave: love
i regret: a lot of stupid things i say
i cry: when i have to go confession at church.. telling someone all of my sins makes me cry a lot.
i care: a whole lot about my friends, my family, and unfortunatly what people think of me
i always: say things at the wrong times
i long to: snuggle
i feel alone: a lot... but i like it sometimes
i listen: to glassjaw
i hide: my ass
i drive: car game
i sing: crosby, stills, and nash songs
i dance: like a fool
i write: on lined paper
i breathe: for you
i play: with my sister
i miss: new hampshire
i search: to fit in
i learn: nothing in geometry cos i take naps
i feel: stuck sometimes
i know: that i shouldnt let it bother me
i say: stupid things
i succeed: in not doing homework
i fail: i havent failed any subject yet, but im very close to it..
i dream:of meeting hanson while going on a bikeride in my cousin's neighborhood
i sleep: entirely too much
i wonder: if anyone is reading this
i want: to grow up
i worry: about car accidents
i have: asthma
i give: love
i fight: my mom
i wait: for the phone to ring
i need: to start buying chrismas presents
i am: ellen marie o'reilly
i think: i overthink things a lot
i can't help the fact that: i am ellen
i stay: online all day