the end of the world will come at dawn.
hi kids.
kids. are we still kids? i feel so old. i feel like i am not doing the things kids my age are doing, i.e. partying, dating, etc. but i don't really particularly feel like doing any of that stuff. even going to shows is tiring nowadays. i don't want to think that i'm growing out of that phase, but it seems to me that my life is supposed to be more than that, so i guess i avoid it.
this is a day in the life of me as of the present: 1. wake up at 7, try to go back to sleep. 2. eat food. 3. read 4. exercise or take a nap or go online for 30 min 5. eat. 6. watch an old film, preferably by elia kazan or one of his colleagues. 7. read a book or play 8. eat. 9. go to class. cry. yell. feel incredibly alive and good about myself. 10. eat. 11. shower. 12. read. think about script ideas. 13. watch a movie and fall asleep. and then start all over again.
i am leading the bohemian lifestyle.
i am broke.
kids. are we still kids? i feel so old. i feel like i am not doing the things kids my age are doing, i.e. partying, dating, etc. but i don't really particularly feel like doing any of that stuff. even going to shows is tiring nowadays. i don't want to think that i'm growing out of that phase, but it seems to me that my life is supposed to be more than that, so i guess i avoid it.
this is a day in the life of me as of the present: 1. wake up at 7, try to go back to sleep. 2. eat food. 3. read 4. exercise or take a nap or go online for 30 min 5. eat. 6. watch an old film, preferably by elia kazan or one of his colleagues. 7. read a book or play 8. eat. 9. go to class. cry. yell. feel incredibly alive and good about myself. 10. eat. 11. shower. 12. read. think about script ideas. 13. watch a movie and fall asleep. and then start all over again.
i am leading the bohemian lifestyle.
i am broke.