BROKENHEARTEDSINNER
So I'm some-what scared to admit somethings. Im tired of change and everything happening at rapid speeds. Im not ready for all of the pressure, because last time all this pressure lead me to places I don't want to remember.
++When you find somthing/someone you're willing to give things up for, and/or take chances with, it always seems to happen that you fall behind. Screw up to the extream, or just dont care enough about yourself, to care about it.
--- --- Im trying to grasp the concept that Im really not meant to be with anybody, but to use and be used. I feel like a complete moron for my actions sometimes, and then again, where would i be without them?
When you're with someone, and you still feel alone and hurt, what was the point of being with them? Im not sure there was a point, is a point, or ever will be a point. Im kind of expecting some views from this post, because either im lost in lust, or lost in myself.
All the questions i dont have answers for, i know i need to figure them out on my own. I just wish somebody, or somthing could be my comfert. Im not sure ive met a single guy who makes me feel safe, respected, and beautiful.
I GUESS I AM JUST A TOY!
++When you find somthing/someone you're willing to give things up for, and/or take chances with, it always seems to happen that you fall behind. Screw up to the extream, or just dont care enough about yourself, to care about it.
--- --- Im trying to grasp the concept that Im really not meant to be with anybody, but to use and be used. I feel like a complete moron for my actions sometimes, and then again, where would i be without them?
When you're with someone, and you still feel alone and hurt, what was the point of being with them? Im not sure there was a point, is a point, or ever will be a point. Im kind of expecting some views from this post, because either im lost in lust, or lost in myself.
All the questions i dont have answers for, i know i need to figure them out on my own. I just wish somebody, or somthing could be my comfert. Im not sure ive met a single guy who makes me feel safe, respected, and beautiful.
I GUESS I AM JUST A TOY!