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"My dilemma lately has been what music I should be listening to. I obviously love metal, but I might start liking emo. I have always hated emo, but, I don't know, I guess it gets to me sometimes. Calms me down, and the lyrics make sense with how I feel about my life sometimes. And a lot of bands of this genre play nearby at the Empress Ballroom. If I start to love emo, I guess I would have to completely change my style. But I don't think I'm going to like emo more than metal. I am growing my hair out because I love metal. If I were emo, I'd have to dye my hair black or something. Put some red in there, or a blonde streak. Tight shirts, tight pants. I actually prefer having tights shirts and pants over loose clothing. One reason I hate loose, baggy clothing is that all the kids who listen to rap wear that shit. And I fucking hate rap. I want to look anything but gangster. I guess what I want to do is change my clothing style and music choice, and concert choices, so I am clearly different from normal people, and I appeal to the kids who I would like to be friends with.
"What would really kick ass is if I were in a band. I would obviously play bass, but in a band, I could express my style, my playing, and my emotions through lyrics I write. I guess it would be an emo, hardcore, or screamo, band, because I always write about suicide and shit for songs. Yeah, that's how cool I am.
"Another dilemma I have is I haven't had sex yet, and haven't had a real person to person relationship with someone. I would love to go out with someone, especially someone you listens to emo. Emo girls feel how I feel, and I just love that they love that music. And they are different from the perfect girls. I hate anyone perfect. I have to go out and marry someone who has flaws like I do. Flaws are my perfection."
I like the bit about being a virgin. It's great; it's like "Just in case you couldn't tell..."
He's also fucking hideous.
"What would really kick ass is if I were in a band. I would obviously play bass, but in a band, I could express my style, my playing, and my emotions through lyrics I write. I guess it would be an emo, hardcore, or screamo, band, because I always write about suicide and shit for songs. Yeah, that's how cool I am.
"Another dilemma I have is I haven't had sex yet, and haven't had a real person to person relationship with someone. I would love to go out with someone, especially someone you listens to emo. Emo girls feel how I feel, and I just love that they love that music. And they are different from the perfect girls. I hate anyone perfect. I have to go out and marry someone who has flaws like I do. Flaws are my perfection."
I like the bit about being a virgin. It's great; it's like "Just in case you couldn't tell..."
He's also fucking hideous.