Hey, I'm your life, I'm the one who cares....

Oct 06, 2005 00:55

Ugh. Physics really grinds my gears. Not as much as some things....but more than most. I need to go to sleep, which I will do soon.

I've been listening to a lot of Jack Johnson lately. Wade likes them, so when we're doing homework or chilling in the room, he's got his music playing. I really like it. it's relaxing and up beat, and just plain old good music. There's an absence of that lately in the music world. Everyone wants to be so experimental, and there isn't much stuff left that just has a good beat, a catchy chorus, and doesn't suck all at once.

Rosh Hashannah was really, really good. I miss spending time with my family. I hadn't been that relaxed in a while. Happy new year to anyone who's Jewish out there. Not many people read this thing....so yeah.

The most exciting thing in my life right now is that I ordered a new pickguard for my stratocaster. It has a cutout for a bucker in the bridge position. I eBayed it, so I'm waiting for that magical package, and that'll occupy me for a bit, and make my strat look more clean, instead of like the bridge pickup was installed by the evolutionary missing link, which I just might actually be!

My grades are definitely not where I want them to be lately. Strange part is that I'm doing the best in what is probably my hardest class. I'll pull my grades up with my next round of tests, like always, but I still hate being where I am right now. I feel so stupid sometimes. Everyone around me seems to succeed with their academics so easily, and I'm left struggling. I miss when I could get an A with little or no stress. My days were carefree, and tests were a joke. Oh well, welcome to your sophomore year of Ga tech, Russ.

Tomorrow is game day! It's supposed to rain allllll effing day. That kind of pisses me off. I might skip the game if it's pouring. A drizzle will not deter me, but I'm running on minimal sleep (for me) and the last thing I need is to get sick, so we'll see.

As always, I've got a lot of things going on in my mind. Sometimes I wish I didn't think so much. I was listening to that song by Jump, Little Children. I posted the lyrics a few days ago. It kind of makes me sad, because I know that what it brings to mind for me will never be the same as what it brings to mind for her. My life can be so fucked up sometimes. Like, not really fucked up per se, just confusing, and I wish I knew the answers to things, and where things would go, and if my wishes will come true. It's been a long time since I just spent some time alone and really figured out what I want. I'll be sorry for typing this tomorrow.

So, I really need to get some sleep. Goodnight everyone.
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