Ohmygod!
I cant believe what just happened. I told him its best if we never speak again for reasons that is best if I keep to myself. I dont know how Im going to survive but I have to deal with it.
Why do I get myself into shit like this??!! Why do I alway pick the wrong ones to fall for. Not that theres anything wrong with him. On the contrary he is THEE sweetest guy I have ever 'met'. Hes everything a girl, well me, would want in a guy. And hes even good looking! Thats a combination you would rarely find.
*sigh* This is not the time for all this to happen. And now he thinks hes done something wrong. Thats just it! He hasnt done ANYTHING! Well why would he, I mean Im just, and I quote,"a really good friend". ONLY! Thats like a nice way of saying 'In your dreams!'
I dont know...Its not his fault. Our friendship is kind of complicated so It wouldnt have worked anyway...I cant believe that actually crossed my mind! OFCOURSE it would NEVER work.
The worst was when he 'forgot' to mention the fact that he got back with his girlfriend. Well, Its none of my business. They've been together forever before the little break. Im really happy for him but I cant help being jealous....*sigh*
I just hope she appreciates every moment with him cause he is totally worth it!
Its time to move on. I never had and never will have a chance with him.
I feel like a freak and Im sure he thinks the same...
Why do I get myself into shit like this??!! Why do I alway pick the wrong ones to fall for. Not that theres anything wrong with him. On the contrary he is THEE sweetest guy I have ever 'met'. Hes everything a girl, well me, would want in a guy. And hes even good looking! Thats a combination you would rarely find.
*sigh* This is not the time for all this to happen. And now he thinks hes done something wrong. Thats just it! He hasnt done ANYTHING! Well why would he, I mean Im just, and I quote,"a really good friend". ONLY! Thats like a nice way of saying 'In your dreams!'
I dont know...Its not his fault. Our friendship is kind of complicated so It wouldnt have worked anyway...I cant believe that actually crossed my mind! OFCOURSE it would NEVER work.
The worst was when he 'forgot' to mention the fact that he got back with his girlfriend. Well, Its none of my business. They've been together forever before the little break. Im really happy for him but I cant help being jealous....*sigh*
I just hope she appreciates every moment with him cause he is totally worth it!
Its time to move on. I never had and never will have a chance with him.
I feel like a freak and Im sure he thinks the same...