la di da...be warned....randomness ahead.....
life has been....interesting.
i've been going dancing at i-bar every thursday night for the last 3 weeks...it's been amazing and i've missed it ever so much! i've also been spending a lot more time with my friends, which is even greater. sarah works for me now, so we get to hang out more. and ever since edwin and kristyn broke up, she's been a ton of more fun! but thanks to stephanie, i actually go out now. (so excited to be living with her in a couple of months!) i made friends with a new manager named paul...he wears 7 inch red vinyl high heel shoes when he's drunk....what a funny kid. and last but not least....the strangest of them all...i've been actually spending a lot of time with puccio ever since him and heather broke up.....and i've actually been having a ton of fun. weird how things work out....
cold play. lame parties. guitars. being sick. and the most amazing fiance there can ever be.
great night.
i'm in a good place. extremely stressed with Eleanor in hospice and knowing it is soon the end. i will be down there this weekend to hopefully see her before she goes. she is a beautiful person, and i know she will be okay...it just sucks, ya know?
i'm trying to hold in all of my emotions with everything that is going on....all at the exact same moment i feel scared, overwhelmed, sadness, hatred, discouraged, nervous, anxious, ecstatic, uncomfortable, nauseated, clumbsy, disorganized, relaxed, figgidy, grumpy, in love, amused, satisfied, discontent, etc....
i just want things to be okay....well, the thing's that aren't already okay....
and on an ending note......i love love and being in love and everythign my love does for me......i love chris......have i mentioned love yet?
it's a great feeling that even after a year we can still play around and be as in love as we were when we started this gig.....
*sigh*...he's the only thing keeping me alive....<3
i've been going dancing at i-bar every thursday night for the last 3 weeks...it's been amazing and i've missed it ever so much! i've also been spending a lot more time with my friends, which is even greater. sarah works for me now, so we get to hang out more. and ever since edwin and kristyn broke up, she's been a ton of more fun! but thanks to stephanie, i actually go out now. (so excited to be living with her in a couple of months!) i made friends with a new manager named paul...he wears 7 inch red vinyl high heel shoes when he's drunk....what a funny kid. and last but not least....the strangest of them all...i've been actually spending a lot of time with puccio ever since him and heather broke up.....and i've actually been having a ton of fun. weird how things work out....
cold play. lame parties. guitars. being sick. and the most amazing fiance there can ever be.
great night.
i'm in a good place. extremely stressed with Eleanor in hospice and knowing it is soon the end. i will be down there this weekend to hopefully see her before she goes. she is a beautiful person, and i know she will be okay...it just sucks, ya know?
i'm trying to hold in all of my emotions with everything that is going on....all at the exact same moment i feel scared, overwhelmed, sadness, hatred, discouraged, nervous, anxious, ecstatic, uncomfortable, nauseated, clumbsy, disorganized, relaxed, figgidy, grumpy, in love, amused, satisfied, discontent, etc....
i just want things to be okay....well, the thing's that aren't already okay....
and on an ending note......i love love and being in love and everythign my love does for me......i love chris......have i mentioned love yet?
it's a great feeling that even after a year we can still play around and be as in love as we were when we started this gig.....
*sigh*...he's the only thing keeping me alive....<3