Phillip reads my livejournal because he stalks me.
I should be sleeping... I feel like crap.
I love Austin a lot. I need to be more careful because I'm gonna lose him with my stupidness and emoness. And that would be bad... I need someone that cares about me.
I had a panic attack last night... I woke up at like 2 AM and couldn't breathe. That's never fun. I swear sometimes I think I'm crazy. Supposedly I just have "generalized anxiety disorder" or something like that. But I think I'm nuts. lol
Last night (pre-craziness) was really fun... I went to the mall w/ Erin and Trent and then Barnes & Noble. We met Flip and Chelsy there and Trent's friend Bilal. Woah, he's hot. Hot gay boys are a waste.
Today was kinda sucky... I woke up at 1:00 which I haaate doing... showered and went to Chili's w/ my mom. My food was gross so I had to order something different... I hate being a pain in the butt like that but bleh, it was yuck. So yeah, we come home and I felt like poo so I've just been sitting at home since then.
Tomorrow I have to wash clothes and go to Walmart... Another fun-filled day for Lindsay! Woo.
I think I'm gonna wait until Monday morning to leave for Hammond... I'm really starting to think living in the dorms was a bad idea. God, sometimes I am so stupid. I mean, hello, I'm like the world's most dependent person... Living alone is probably the worst thing I could do at this point. Maybe once I get a job it won't be so bad.
Ok, I'm gonna go to bed now... Night.
I love Austin a lot. I need to be more careful because I'm gonna lose him with my stupidness and emoness. And that would be bad... I need someone that cares about me.
I had a panic attack last night... I woke up at like 2 AM and couldn't breathe. That's never fun. I swear sometimes I think I'm crazy. Supposedly I just have "generalized anxiety disorder" or something like that. But I think I'm nuts. lol
Last night (pre-craziness) was really fun... I went to the mall w/ Erin and Trent and then Barnes & Noble. We met Flip and Chelsy there and Trent's friend Bilal. Woah, he's hot. Hot gay boys are a waste.
Today was kinda sucky... I woke up at 1:00 which I haaate doing... showered and went to Chili's w/ my mom. My food was gross so I had to order something different... I hate being a pain in the butt like that but bleh, it was yuck. So yeah, we come home and I felt like poo so I've just been sitting at home since then.
Tomorrow I have to wash clothes and go to Walmart... Another fun-filled day for Lindsay! Woo.
I think I'm gonna wait until Monday morning to leave for Hammond... I'm really starting to think living in the dorms was a bad idea. God, sometimes I am so stupid. I mean, hello, I'm like the world's most dependent person... Living alone is probably the worst thing I could do at this point. Maybe once I get a job it won't be so bad.
Ok, I'm gonna go to bed now... Night.