my ears hurt.
ok, so i have less than (is that right?) 3 weeks before i leave for working in austin. weird.
tonight is nin/bauhaus and i am soo looking forward to it, BUT my ears hurt something fierce. i am hoping it's just sinuses and not a fucking ear infucktion. maybe i need to start using swim-ear after every time i swim. dylan is finishing what i started w/painting our bathroom, and the engineer came out today to inspect the foundation work we just had. ahhhhhhhhh that part is gone.
so i am sitting her excited, scared, and frustrated. frustrated cus i don't understand why we have to pay our realtor $6000 for so far, doing nothing but listing our home. she won't show it herself until all this work is done and i guess to her makes more sense this way. i am not seeing it, and now we are kind of in a hurry to get out from under the house. dig?
what the fuck should i do???
i am excited cus we will finally be back in austin and i can be me. i am scared cus the idea of living w/out dylan sounds crappy, and living here and there looking for couches to crash on is not my cup of tea. my cousin is spose to close on her new house in mid june so maybe i can be there. she has a 4bedroom and that will mean it's enough space to not drive them (or each other) totally bonkers.
anybody got ANY fucking suggestions?
i have soo much to do.
tonight is nin/bauhaus and i am soo looking forward to it, BUT my ears hurt something fierce. i am hoping it's just sinuses and not a fucking ear infucktion. maybe i need to start using swim-ear after every time i swim. dylan is finishing what i started w/painting our bathroom, and the engineer came out today to inspect the foundation work we just had. ahhhhhhhhh that part is gone.
so i am sitting her excited, scared, and frustrated. frustrated cus i don't understand why we have to pay our realtor $6000 for so far, doing nothing but listing our home. she won't show it herself until all this work is done and i guess to her makes more sense this way. i am not seeing it, and now we are kind of in a hurry to get out from under the house. dig?
what the fuck should i do???
i am excited cus we will finally be back in austin and i can be me. i am scared cus the idea of living w/out dylan sounds crappy, and living here and there looking for couches to crash on is not my cup of tea. my cousin is spose to close on her new house in mid june so maybe i can be there. she has a 4bedroom and that will mean it's enough space to not drive them (or each other) totally bonkers.
anybody got ANY fucking suggestions?
i have soo much to do.