No Sleep
I used to fall asleep within minutes of laying down. Now it seems I'm going to need some sort of sleep aid. I just lay there. Thinking. About everything. Hour after hour I lay there. The clock reads 2am, then 3am and I'm still awake, living in the memory land. I could be thinking about the flavor of chapstick I used in 7th grade, or about how I'm going to do my hair for work the next day... That I never liked that movie "jumper", even though I only saw 3/4ths of it one time nearly a year ago, I still think it was a dumb movie. Wondering if Chama may need puppy gravy to pour on her food since it doesn't seem she likes her dry mix very much. It doesn't matter, my thoughts are competely random and serve no purpose except to give my brain something to mull over.
Javier called me to tell me he'd be staying the night at his friend's house in Thornton tonight. I got a feeling that we're near the end of the predictable road. I was in a bad mood thinking about it when my friend chris called me to complain that we never talk anymore, even though we exchange text nearly everyday and hold conversations two or three times a week. I told him that if he doesn't know me after two and a half years, he'll never know me. I did some sit ups, then went and got some taco bell }=| so much for the sit ups. I spoke to Richie, to Diana, and to Omkar and still... No sleep cometh.
I don't get it. What's with my sleep? Where has it gone? I believe it's chillin on my couch since that seems to be the only place I can find some. But I'm sick of sleeping on my couch.
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