Nov 16, 2003 15:20
swan? swan? who would have ever thought?
and yet. I feel nothing.
because I am heartwashed.
swan made me breakfast.
potato slept between us in my bed.
but we cuddled. all morning. and it was so. pretty.
carl read the mail I sent him and didn't reply, or call me. Like I asked. And you know what? I just have to deal with it because I am still in love with him. How fucking pathetic.
I AM A FUCKING PATHETIC LOSER.
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