we shall.

[apearlinthesea]

driving to school this morning i had another break down.
i don't know what is up this week, but this is the fourth time.

i just kept seeing cole's face pictured in my head.
that face overwhelmed with fright.

and it all was replayed in my mind.
we stood there in the rain and didn't say anything
for a minute, we just looked at the ambulance.

then he said, "how did you know?"
but i was speechless..

when i was about 15 minutes from school
i started talking to the Lord, trying
to find comfort in the moment by praying
for them..

and i said, "Lord, i know He's with You..either worshipping or
working on some kind of airplane or something..."
then i laughed.

and i broke down into sobs.

i love you and i'm here to weep when you weep;
laugh when you laugh.

but i can't imagine how much you miss him.