Kharma Is A Strange Thing, So Powerful
The weirdest thing happened to me today. I don't understand why or how it happened but it did, and I was in shock. Katelyn is going on a trip to Florida today, but almost didn't.
I originally didn't want her to go, like I did, I wanted her to have fun, but I didn't want her to go away. She was so happy to be going too. Yesterday I hoped so hard that something would happen and that her trip would fall through. Much to my surprise, IT DID. Apparently her free trip magically turned into costing her and her friend $100 each. This happened this morning while I was at her house helping to ship her off to the airport. I was a little excited for the moment, maybe she couldn't go now. That wore off fast when I started to realize that I'm a strong believer of kharma, and realized that alot of my good fortune and luck comes to me through that. I felt bad for hoping so hard and becoming selfish, totally guilty. Then they only had cash and couldn't get the tickets without a credit card and this all went downhill from here. I came to realize the strength I have from within, and it scares me. Anyways I fell through and helped her off on the trip considering that it must be quite needed.
All this talk about faith and hope gets me wondering again. I'm starting to believe I DO deserve some of the stuff I have. I'm thankful for everything, an amazing family, a caring loving girlfriend, a great apartment, a strong steady job, food on my table, friends that would do anything for me. When this stuff hits you it's incredible.
Now I hope to be able to sustain all of this within the next few months.
I originally didn't want her to go, like I did, I wanted her to have fun, but I didn't want her to go away. She was so happy to be going too. Yesterday I hoped so hard that something would happen and that her trip would fall through. Much to my surprise, IT DID. Apparently her free trip magically turned into costing her and her friend $100 each. This happened this morning while I was at her house helping to ship her off to the airport. I was a little excited for the moment, maybe she couldn't go now. That wore off fast when I started to realize that I'm a strong believer of kharma, and realized that alot of my good fortune and luck comes to me through that. I felt bad for hoping so hard and becoming selfish, totally guilty. Then they only had cash and couldn't get the tickets without a credit card and this all went downhill from here. I came to realize the strength I have from within, and it scares me. Anyways I fell through and helped her off on the trip considering that it must be quite needed.
All this talk about faith and hope gets me wondering again. I'm starting to believe I DO deserve some of the stuff I have. I'm thankful for everything, an amazing family, a caring loving girlfriend, a great apartment, a strong steady job, food on my table, friends that would do anything for me. When this stuff hits you it's incredible.
Now I hope to be able to sustain all of this within the next few months.